dunno how to describe
how i’m feeling inside
a constant argh within
a deep inner sigh
that i try to ignore
by being very busy
but when i’m alone
& doing totally nothing
it rings in my mind
an annoying remnder
am i’m happy
with where i am
satisfied
with what i’ve achieved
at ease
with who i’ve become
contented
with how i’m living
at peace
with why i’m doing
is it holding me back
from living my dreams
is it prohibiting
my full potential
does it limit how much
i’ll go all out
to accomplish what i
really want to do
does it get tiring
to keep on faking
a seemingly strong front
when all is crumbling
yet have to hold on
& can’t just break down
cos simply afraid of
what people will think
when will i be
at my secret place
where i can let go
of all the frustrations
& just be myself
who i really am
but still be loved
& accecpted for
all my flaws & failures
hurts & imperfection
will things get better
can i breakthru
i’ll try my best
hope its good enough
must not give up
everything i have
cos u & me together
are bigger than the problems
need to take control
of thounghts running wild
focus on wats good
& do it really well
build up some faith
since lost all hope
keep my eyes on
the vision ahead
not get affected by
emotional ups & downs
dunno how it’ll haapen
but i will make it
who will continue to
believe in me?
