FromTheSpringFarm

a constant argh within
a deep inner sigh

that i try to ignore
by being very busy

but when i’m alone
& doing totally nothing

it rings in my mind
an annoying remnder

am  i’m happy
with where i am

satisfied
with what i’ve achieved

at ease
with who i’ve become

contented 
with how i’m living

at peace
with why i’m doing

is it holding me back
from living my dreams

is it prohibiting
my full potential

does it limit how much
i’ll go all out

to accomplish what i
really want to do

does it get tiring
to keep on faking

a seemingly strong front
when all is crumbling

yet have to hold on
& can’t just break down

cos simply afraid of
what people will think

when will i be
at my secret place

where i can let go
of all the frustrations

& just be myself
who i really am

but still be loved
& accecpted for

all my flaws & failures 
hurts & imperfection

will things get better
can i breakthru

i’ll try my best
hope its good enough

must not give up
everything i have

cos u & me together
are bigger than the problems

need to take control
of thounghts running wild

focus on wats good
& do it really well

build up some faith
since lost all hope

keep my eyes on
the vision ahead

not get affected by
emotional ups & downs

dunno how it’ll haapen
but i will make it